Now Playing: The FranticFanatic Symphony
Does the world seem to be spinnin round?
Am I fallin into a hole in the ground
Afraid I might never be able to wake
From the darkness of depression
Where everything's at stake
Wake me shake me
Mold me break me
Out of this langurous stupor
Not numb to the after effects
Of being comfortably numb.

Think you know the real me? You don't know anything... You see what I want you to see. As I become everybody's fool, there's a part of methat I've hidden from the world. This is what you'll see if you've come to see who i am, for now the shades are down and i'm too sick of pretending to do it any longer. Now watch...

 

   Welcome to my Abode!

                         Make yourself right at home...

 IF YOU DARE!!!
 

 

 

 

 

Dearly beloved, are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed?
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse

Don't you just love rock music? It's so happening! It just blows my mind every time i hear a rock song. Its my anaesthesia for a world that's become too painful. Its my addiction. I love blasting it every day. Pearl Jam, Nirvana, Metallica, Godsmack, System of a Down, Iron Maiden...they are amazing!

Hell music is probably my life. Its my third love in this world... 

I hear you Calvin, loud and clear and I know where  you're coming from...

 Hey friend:

Tell me about all the things you've ever felt you had to do and just not been able to do it. Or feel you could have done it better...

Darkness
Mood:  accident prone

              Hello out there. Ever had one of those shitty days when nothing seems to go right? The whole world seems to be after you and you've had about enuf? Forget a day, i've been havin a whole week of it... Its bugging me to no end and the worst thing is that I'm responsible for it! How much worse could my situation be? Hell incarnate, that's my life these days!...